I hate life and the lack of ability to have one. This world isn’t for those who lack money and high earning capacity. You cannot be happy poor. I have been poor my entire adult life and I have never truly been happy. I am exhausted from always worrying about money, where the next bill will come from, how to pay rent, how to pay for food, it never ends. There is never enough money to pay everything, something always has to be skipped each month. Its a never ending cycle and there is no way out.
I have tried to succeed and get the income I need but its never worked out.
How sad is it that full-time at my wage after taxes is not even enough to rent an apartment in this area any more, and I am supposed to be happy?
I work for nothing, no benefit, every single penny earned goes out the window to someone else, nothing to save, nothing left to do anything fun, nothing left.
There is no way to break the cycle, once in it, there is no way out. The only option is to be born into a situation where your not in the cycle, otherwise your just a slave to the wealthy, paid peanuts so they can make more and more and have more and more while you have less and less.